I am so depressed, I wish Sylvia was on so I could talk to her, I started deleting all my entries a little while ago, I didnt get very far, I am just really upset right now, last night I was talking to Sylvia, and I felt bad because I has to get off and well I just felt bad so I went and did nothing for the rest of the night. I love this song, it is the greatest Megadeth song ever lol, I really need to do something to get undepressed, I hate feeling this way, I cant stop thinking about something but, I want to so badly. I kicked my amp several times today and smashed the grill and the circuit board, whatever, I am going to go and do homework or something.