wow I feel like shit right now. ugh I dont know why but I am kinda upset about something, I have no idea what it is and it is really wierding me out. I wanna sleep right now. I have to go to a stupid doctors appointment in like fifteen minutes it is really gay, I hate doctors, I hate drugs, I hate medicine, I hate a lot of things lol. today was crazy.....I felt wierd all day...my wrists hurt like a bitch all day my finger was killing me, and my ankle hurt like hell. Well anyway, I LOVE MY FIANCEE, RIKKI IS MY HEART AND SOUL! Love her forever and beyond forever.