Wow....so many things going wrong with my family lately. I just cant get away from sickness as of late. First it was me and I was really bad off. Then comes my mom who gets a better really quick. Then comes my grandpa who had a heart attack Sunday morning. My grandmother is perpetually sick. My step grandparents are in very bad shape as well. My fiancee is sick...the woman I love has to get sick....what the fuck? I just hope I didnt do it to her, because yeah I would feel absolutely horrid if I did, she missed school today cause she is sick. I feel so lonely and depressed right now, I wish I had Rikki to hold and tell I love you to. Ahh whatever I am going to bed I apparently took too many tylenol pm tablets or whatever they are so yeah I am dead tired.