In life there are many choices one can make, many different paths one may take, it is up to that person to decide whether or not they want to make these choices. When such an individual makes a choice they must live with that choice, they must accept what they have done for themselves, but what about the people that care for them, what say do they have in the situation? The answer is simple, all of two words absolutely none. Why then are people blind, why cant we as human beings take the time to consider what might affect others, what might hurt them, what might pick at the frail makings of the human mind and heart, and what could possibly add another crack in the soul and subconcious of others and their caring towards them? Such little things as breaking a promise or telling a white lie, are so dangerous to us as "intelligent" creatures, living in a world of nothing but themselves and the only thoughts are those of self preservation and self enjoyment; so then we come to see that these "little things" are far more than that, they are weapons of mass destruction, that have sometimes long fuses and sometimes short fuses. We light these fuses unintentionally and dont think anything could ever happen due to it, because we dont know honestly what we've done, and in some cases really dont care, which again leads back to the self only mind set of some of us "creatures." Everything any individual does in some way affects another which in some cases can affect an entire world, which when contemplated is very frightening. I though remained more or less busy all weekend, thought all weekend on such matters, I have not begun to scratch the surface of mine own views or philosophies on almost everything, because I was far too worried about other things to take the time to realize that I have not taken the time to discuss with myself many matters of the mind, body, physical world, or even the spiritual world. Either way there are very few things of which I am certain, but those things are the things that matter to me most, and have the most value. I love my fiancee. I am passionate about music. I care very much for my friends. Through all of this deep thought and dreaming, those are the only things I am really sure about, and I will be very deeply analyzing my self to come to what I believe is myself. OHH And note My name is not intended to be Dimebag Darrell's exact name my real name is Daryl and I have been given that nickname several years ago, because the fact that Pantera is my favorite band....so chill.