yesterday was wierd. In ROTC we got are asses kicked by Sergeant Johnsons leg P.T. I found out my planner is completely gone now, so I couldnt go see Sylvia in the library. Whatever, I failed a test in mrs. Blackwells class. After that I went to Mr. Floods class, me and Rikki sat and talked all period, everyone else I hang out with decided they wanted to go to mr mathes, but its cool. As soon as I got home I took a shower and went to kyles, where we played music for a couple hours, and then Rikki came over so yeah hung out for awhile. Later after watching like half the Family Guy movie, she heard us play music which was cool.Well yeah when we were sitting outside I think I found her spot.....which is cool because umm yeah she knows all of mine. At some point we ended going up to the school me and Rikki were in a group and Kyle and Mike were in a group, we seperated, and well they were very unsuccessful in trying to scare us. We ended up sitting at a picnic table and well yeah sitting there. We got back to his house a little while later, everyone sat outside for awhile, and the cat ended up burning itself on the hot grill, but yeah anyway Kyle and mike went inside, anyway skip that half hour and her mom drove up so yeah she went home, I was in a great mood so, yeah we played some music, and then little did I know they got out the tequilla, and well lets say I wasnt happy being drunk, but ohh well. I talked to Sylvia online and got some things said that should have been a long time ago, and I found out that I have been doing some pretty stupid shit in regards of her and I, and our friendship, which also got straightened out last night, which was cool, but I still cant believe how fucking stupid I was......I hate myself sometimes. either way everything is cool now and we remain best friends which I expect to be that way for all of our lives to quote her. My one question is, why was I trembling I couldnt stop......its wierd I have never done that before, though I have had few chances but whatever, it still strikes me as wierd. I am going to go eat something maybe that will help this god awful hangover.