Why does this always happen the reprieve to my pain is introduced and then stripped away so very quickly. Everytime and I should have expected it. I should have known it. So now I must suffer half the day and be happy half the day if I can. Ohh yeah isnt that great? FUCK, I have the tendency to use that word excessively when I am pissed off or any of that, so yeah here is that time............FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! ok anyway, FUCK FUCK FUCKETY FUCK FUCK FUCKER!