Dont know what to put here, I have no idea what to do period, I dont even know what I am doing at Kyles. I am staring blankly at everything today, I am so out of it. I am playing music today and I dont know if I can I dont know why I am all wierd right now I guess. Writing songs is very very hard today, I cant write anything, I have to get the first album written, but I just cant do it right now, I am losing my mind, my body is sort of numb, but its wierd I havent done any drugs or drank, I am anti like all that shit. I need some psychiatric help I guess, meh, I should probably call David and Andrew and well I dont know nevermind,I am gonna go lie down on the concrete try to talk later.