i want to call him. yet i dont. he made me mad yesterday. so maybe i wont do it. hmm.. i wonder. once i turn 18... will the rules at my house slighty change? will i actually get to talk to conrad whenever? not just the weekends? will i get to decide on some things i want to do with out her consent? probably. so i have quite a bit to do for homework. allergies are kicking in... hard this year. they are really bad. i really dont look forward to scratchy and itchy throat, stuffy nose, sneezy, and then my chest and throat get tight and its hard to breath. OF COURSE its during a really nice time of the year. when its all just right. pshh. - - - - - - - - - . .. . so roxy went to this function thing at our old school. she saw my "exboyfriend" there. we never did anything when we went out so i dont really consider him a boyfriend. but he does. and he goes up to roxy and he asks about me. and says how i cheated on him with a mexican. blah blah blah. and how he is past it... yeah whatever. oh well.