so he said he had a surprise for me... hmmm maybe he would send me chocolates or flowers. just to be sweet. instead it was an online postcard. i am greatful... but i guess i got my hopes up for nothing. saturday sucked. except he called me early that morning to tell me good morning and happy valentines day. otherwise i went to church and called him. i saw lindee. then i went to farm basket! that was awesome. I am with my mom and we pull up to the window. he looks over at me and smiles. then gives me 'the nod'. i laughed and smiled back. my mom and i are talking and everytime he came up to the window he would bend down to look into the car. after getting the food he came back and looked at me. "happy valentines day." he tells me. i say thanks and say the same to him. awww how sweet. dude, he is so hot. haha. then he waved bye and i could hear him yell as we pulled away. i dont know what he said. "he looked at you the whole time. i think he likes you." my mom says. "he recognizes me from every other time we come here. (didnt mention all the times i visited during the summer)" i tell her. i guess i got a thing for them hispanic guys. haha. oh baby! OH, chris got baptized. it was a complete shock to me. but all the youth gave him a standing ovation. and all congratulated him later. he called me later that day to ask when the banquet started... perhaps i talked him into going. i said the time and also mentioned that i was going to ask him to go with me. so i got all dressed up and went to marissa's house. she got ready and we went. it was the most BORING thing i have ever been to. i was going between the youth from my church and from the spanish church because i know most of that youth too. i ended up leaving with some of the spanish youth and went to the stratosphere and then instead of that we went to danny's house. i got home about 1. almost got into trouble. roxy got in trouble. i called conrad. sunday i didnt do anything. nothing at all. just chilled. but ended up going to marissa's that night. i went to bed before her. i was so tired. the next day we went to borders for her and some people to finish a project. i went and bought phone cards and stamps. then she and i went to robertos taco shop. MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. that is the best food ever!!!!!!!!!!!!! so we decided out of nowhere to get me some job applications. i got about 20 or so... maybe more or less. it was awesome. i was everywhere. met this guy named anthony. really nice. but i went to so many places. it was great. talked to one manager and then was told a few times to call back in the next few days. i got glass in my shoe and bled. ouch. then i called conrad and he didnt like the fact that i wanted to work. oh well. i need the money. marissa, me and her mom went to see 50 first dates. i thought it would suck but it was really cute. and today i feel really sick and weak. hows that for a happy ending??? - - - - - - - - - - - i called conrad about 3 this morning to say have a good day. aww. hahaha. what a dork i am. this is quick because i have to go. otherwise i would be more detailed. like anyone would want that. hahaha. pshh. later.