sneaking to get to you is such a rush. kept the door closed and went to the phone to call you. sleeping... so wake up some and say something sweet. getting those pictures for you that you wanted. i know what they are for. and who they are for. you tried to confuse me and keep it from me. come and open up. it was slow... speaking and getting to each point was slow... taking time and thinking things through completely. oh what i wish we could have done and could have become when we were together, so long ago. what is going to happen once we are together again... even for such a short time. every word expressed with so much feeling behind it. every deep breath reminds me of what we will have and live for. and you'll stay by my side when all is said and done. after every beating heart stops.