i stayed home friday sick. starting to feel much better though. so i talked to conrad through out the day. we made up this bet that we would be doing when he is here for his visit. it would be several rounds of cards and each person that loses would have to do something and then whoever wins the most out of those games gets to make the "ultimate" thing for the other person to do. so we will see how that will work out. then other topics came up... that night my mom calls me. "amber this is good but also bad since you have been sick. but your cousin mike has two tickets to see linkin park and isnt going. he needs someone to take these." so i, of course, wanted nothing more than to go. but now i needed to find someone to go with me. i got marissa to do it... i didnt care if she liked the bands or not. haha. it started at seven but got there at 8:30. we missed story of the year and hoobastank. but i saw P.O.D. and Linkin park. there was break dancing and stuff. the couple next to us was practically having sex. but i wasnt paying attention i was yelling and singing and dancing... making my throat hurt more. i look over and i see 3-4 people that i knew from my school. the music was great the moshing looked awesome. it was great. after the concert we walk outside and i see this other guy from my school and in front of him was this kid who looked so familiar.. so i walk to the side of him and then i was like, "jake!" and sure enough it was him. he gave me a huge hug and we just hung out. marissa and i followed him to the car with two others. and it was cool. that kid is cool. when i was saying goodbye to him these other guys we didnt even know where like "bye i will miss you" so i said it back. it was funny. and then we ended up talking to them... tyson and david, cousins. cute... 22. haha. but it wasnt anything like oh can i have your number. we were just talking about the concert and how they snuck to the floor and were moshing. then talking about other stuff. we had to get going. it was raining and waiting for my mom. so we said goodbye and then finally got home. i was so tired and i felt like shit. it was awesome. hahahaha. =--=--=--=--=--=--=--=--= as for today i got up really early... 4 am. i called conrad talked for about 45 minutes and went back to sleep. i woke up but said that i wanted to sleep for a little longer and my mom ended up waking up and saying she didnt have time to take me to school so i stayed home. i called conrad again and we talked for over an hour. so basically all day we called each other. we talked maybe 1/3 or 2/3 of the day. we had so much going on... i dont know. i love talking to him. im so comfortable. and that should only make sense. ahh, i love him. i got, he got, 3 out of the day. 3 times the fun. we prepped ourselves for april and the weekend. what we would do, where we would go. ahh, love. haha.