a big bag of bricks was just lifted off my shoulders. In other words i dont feel as stressed and carrying so many thoughts around with me. The thought of every homework assignments, tests, finding apartments, sneaking around just to talk to my boyfriend, and my mom was with me all day. its possible that conrad will be visiting in april but moving in with his friend to CA until he can find a place here. that way he can visit me and still be kind of close so he can go back to work. that way i wont have to find ways to see him without my mom knowing. then i was thinking of attending the community college here for awhile and transfer to the college i want in CA. That way i can move out, and it will be okay. haha. i just need to find a job and stuff first. then again i dont want to leave my friends and some of my family... if that doesnt work i want to live w/ a friend or two... soon. otherwise i wouldnt mind just me and conrad. haha. i just called him and he was doing laundry. and i told him that i was going to call yesterday... i try everyday to call. but anyway, he is like try to call me back in an hour... i just want to hear you. AWW... i have yet to do some homework. - - - - - incubus tickets went on sale. i'll have to tell feruzi. i still havent heard from farm basket for the job. hmm...