stereo types. (cant spell) i hate them. but sometimes i find myself falling into thinking them. even if it is to wonder how people could do that to others. i see where i was raised. it may not be where the rich people were but i do feel that it is a more real environment. i see that i am now stereo typing but i do feel that people downtown are more real. i was at the hospital today and yesterday. and the people around there seem so fake. putting on their happy smiles so they make others believe how wonderful they live. where i grew up and was raised was a huge melting pot. i could say even being the majority, i felt like a minority and nothing about that bothered me. i loved being with so many different types of people, real people. but where i live by now, i could never want to live later. when i move out, im going back to my roots, even if it is trashy, it has a lot of history to it. hell, i wouldnt mind living is san felipe. the fact of that is because those people are real, they dont need money to make them happy. i felt so comfortable and at home there. driving down certain streets here in town i pick out the ones that i enjoy seeing the most. its not all in one area but they are all places i could find myself being comfortable as well as everyone else. nobody is the minority because everyone is different... and thats okay. my family members, some, are racist... the one thing i cannot stand at all. if i was, would my boyfriend be hispanic? or most of my friends? not just hispanic but black and asia and everything else. nobody sits in their own group, they all sit together. as i mentioned before- my mom is in the hospital. it has me shaken. i wont show her or anyone else that i am scared. she has been there 2 days. im worried. but okay. i was as these days go by.... as life slowly goes by and fades... drifting off into something else.