i told my mom how i felt about everything. she was really cool about it. fito had called me a few times. (during my time of confussion) i cried. i was upset. moving forward..... it was friday. my plan: tell my mom that i was going to go to work with a ride from louisa, then after go to marissa's house for the night. the truth: go to the airport, pick up conrad, not go to work, and stay with him. and i did just that. i realized how much i had missed him, and actually having a boyfriend. we went to the hotel and then decided to go and walk and just chill. saturday i took him to my church and introduced him to my friends and everyone. some backed off and some were wierd. during the serman he and i were both crying because i had to go home that day and i didnt want to leave him here in vegas alone for the next few days. so while church was going we went out side to cry and talk. i looked into his eyes seeing how deeply i love him. i didnt want him to go. i knew that once he came it would be so hard to say goodbye again. thats when i found out there was a gym night at the school and everyone was going. so i called my mom and asked her if i could stay another night with marissa and go... and that i would be back the next day. it was fine. so i was happy again... feruzi took us back to where he was staying and we spent the whole day together. both nights i told him that i wasnt going to sleep because i wanted to spend as much time with him as i could. so that is what i did. continued later....