so my mom is better. things are getting better. i mean, she really scared me when a few things that happened. she was so spacy, and out of it. i literally thought she was not all there... kind of losing part of her mind. she almost got into several accidents, and then blaming the other drivers. then she almost drowned in her bathtub. i ended up calling marco because she wanted to give her life to god. she they talked. i talked to conrad the other day and he said that he and a few guys are planning on moving here in may. possibly. so if that is whats going to happen then he wont visit me in april. so i have to wait. if that doesnt even work out then i wont see him at all. question: if something/someone is so completely important to you would you give it up because someone else doesnt like it? Advice: so say, conrad does live here... i turn 18 in may. this is my life and i would like to live it myself... i cant please other people the rest of my life... (AHEM)my mom. so if he was living here would i tell her? or should i wait? i eventually want to live with him so what do i do? im scared to tell her... but she needs to know eventually. what do i do? i want him to live here... definitely. but a small part of me doesnt only because of my mom. now, if she wasnt a problem then i wouldnt have that little part of me not wanting that. so much has gone on but im not going to write it all out. too much. too too much. lata OH! if you have phonecards you dont want... email me. at xtrouble2x@yahoo.com only if you dont want/use them. thanks