ahh, amor. the day before valentines... the last day everyone will see each other before this lovely day. BAAHH! damn holiday. everyone carried their balloons and candy and stuffed bears. holding hands and kissing. so i hear roxy's name over the loud speaker calling her to the front desk. she finds me and has me go with her. "guess who was just here??" she says to me. my guess.... Luis. Her boyfriend. we get there and there are several balloons and a big bear with a box of chocolate. 5 days they have been together and she gets that. me, 2 years with the love of my life, i walk around empty handed. not to say that i expect anything but ya know... i was hungry. i wanted some damn chocolate!! hahahahahahahahaha. naw, i was actually a little jealous. what a sweet guy he is to do that for roxy though. ernie gave me olga and roxy some chocolate. i hadnt talked to him in 3 days. and tomorrow is valentines. what if he forgot me? haha. dude, i wasnt sure. i just wanted to be with him. and hold his hand... and be sappy and romantic. but no. not this year. i left my phone card at home like a fucking idiot. so i called brittany and we called him.. he wasnt home and not at work. she is like is he with a girl?? hahaha. half hour later we tried again.. he was still not there. so i decided to go and eat and then come back to try again. thank god that i was talking to christine and she let me use a few minutes of her card just so that i can ask him if i could call him back with a different card. so after i did i called him back and he was playing poker.... i asked him why he wasnt home and he said "i cant tell you." well gee, that doesnt put much worry into me. "why?" "dont push me amber. i cant tell you." later he said that he has a surpise for me. so i dont know whats going to happen. im going to the valentines banquet with the youth tomorrow. that should be fun. until then im out. thanks christii. =) and brittany!