We lost the game last night. It doesn't really matter to me since I'm NOT on football, but apparently people from the other school have trouble grasping that. The bus there wasn't bad and I was having a good time, but then I just stopped. I don't know why. From halfway through the third quarter till the end it was pretty much Hell. Then we (me and Ed) were supposed to go to someone's house, which I did NOT want to do and told him that, but we were gonna anyway cause sometimes my opinion just doesn't matter. Well, anyway we coudln't cause somethign happened with their parents and they were mad ors something I don't even know, so we just stayed in. Went to bed, got up, ate, came home. It probably would have been a good night if I wasn't in such a bad fucking mood. I know I'm pretty much the worst friend in the history of everything, so I kinda wanna say thanks to all my friends for putting up with me, even though barely any of them have this site. I just don't fucking know what's wrong with me and I can't figure it out. I try, but it doesn't happen. Go on just say it You need me like a bad habit One that leaves you Defenseless, dependent, and alone.... [Taking.Back.Sunday]