So let's find a bar So dark we forget who we are And all the scars from the "Nevers" and "maybes" die [Out.Tonight] So I've been severely ignoring my sit and it makes me sad. It's been almost two months since I've updated. Not like anyone really checks it anyway, but, yeah well. I guess you could say lots has been going on. My first semester at college is almost over. Two more weeks. I can't even believe it, it went so incredibly fast. For most of it I didn't have a computer, since it broke, but I finally got it back. I love my Uma. (I named her Uma because there used to be a poster of Uma Thurman from Kill Bill hanging over her) I spent a lot of my time in the 24 hour computer lab, which was definitely not a good time. I've decided to add two words to the English language. Well, only one word added, the other with a new meaning. The word "cool" has been replaced with the word "tits." That movie was incredibly tits. Also, the word "titch" is being added. It means "a small amount" or "some." It's a titch cold out today. So spread the words. I've added them so they're obviously cooler than life itself. So college is really tits. The only thing is I have so much work due this week coming up, and then finals the week after. I have a presentation in Composition class on Monday and then the corresponding essay due Friday. I'd personally rather just be graded on the presentation, but the teach doesn’t agree. I have a math journal due Thursday for Quantitative Reasoning and a Philosophy paper due teh same day based on the book The Conquest of Happiness by Bertrand Russell, which I haven't even read yet. My two new favorite movies came out in the past month, too. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire was amazing. I went with a bunch of people to the midnight showing and was completely blown away. A lot of people think that being 18 and all, Harry Potter is childish and stuff. I started reading them when I was 11. I'm not gonna stop just because I'm older. The books are awesome and the movies are amazing, not to mention the scores are breathtaking. Plus, since when have I cared what people thought of me. Oh, yeah, never. RENT also came out and I'm in love with it. I've been listening to the soundtrack (which cost a pretty 30 bucks) nonstop for the past week. I've listened to it before, but after seeing it I love it. I need to see it on Broadway, and luckily, I'm going to soon. Probably early next year. If I go see Sarah over Christmas break it might even be sooner, but I definitely still wanna go with Maggie and Bridget. I almost pulled off a 4.0 too, if it weren't for Spanish. I really don't like that language. I'd love to learn something like Latin or Italian or Japanese, but the didn't offer me Latin and they don't teach either of the others here. It's not like I don't like language, I just don't like Spanish. So, what else is going on. Eh, I'm having trouble wiht some older friends. It's stupid, really, and totally not cool. I don't deserve to be treated badly, and I won't be treated badly, it's as simple as that. If people wanna be friends with me, I deserve to be treated like a friend and not a stray dog on the side of the road, is that really too much to ask for? College is getting me really excited for life, for the most part. Of course I'm a little concerned because within the next 6 years I'm just gonna be unleashed on the world to do what I can. It's kind of intimidating, but I try not to let things scare me. I want to write. That's what I want to do. No matter how it happens, that will be what I'm doing for a living. That and art. I've got a new appreciation for art and really want to learn about it. Graphic design, character design, drawing, illustrating. Art in general. I'm either transferring for a degree or cross registering for a Minor. I'm so excited about it. I've been feeling kind of weird the last couple of weeks. I can't really pinpoint why, but I have been. Something just doesn't feel right. I feel uneasy a lot, and usually pretty bad. I don't know what it is. Well, I think I might, but I won't admit it. So, that's it for now. I hope I start updating more often. I'll just leave you with this bit of Harry Potter wisdom. Hermione: Everything's going to change now, isn't it? Harry: Yes.