Well, New Year's was....New Year's? It started a day early for me cause Julie and Maggie both had kind of pre-New Year's parties. They were a funn time. The only problem is I barely got any sleep which led into... The party on New Year's Eve was a pretty good time. It really was. There are some issues which I'll address later in the less happy, more confused part of this :-P. I got to tal to Megan and I was really happy about that cause we haven't really got to talk in a while. I was kinda thinkin we weren't exactly friends anymore but no, things are cool. Things with Ed went surprisingly well. I didn't think they would. I guess I even surprised myself with that. Anyway, then I went shopping with Christine today. We weren't sure the mall would be open, but it was, although they pretty much chased us out of the stores with dune buggies. Oh well. As you can see I'm in a pretty good mood, considering everything this past year has brought. It was a tough, but I guess I came out on top cause I'm still here. Suck on that world. Well, if any of you know me you also know nothing is ever completely alright. I really don't know what to do about that. I honestly cannot control it. I just can't. He’s got a right to fight it He’s got a right to .l.o.s.e. control He’s got a right to get it He’s got a right to let it go Well I know, he’s only a kid but He’s got his life to lead And I know, he’s back on his feet but Soon he’ll be down [again].... [Settle]