First of all, props to Jean [saveyourself55] on the song, you have amazing taste. *Sigh* I hate my existence. I just can't believe what a terrible person I am. I can't do anything right, anything at all. Father (Theology teacher, I go to Catholic school, don't ask) made me think today. It wasn't a good time. He was talking about how some people can't find worth in themselves, like they can only find bad things about themselves. Yeah, that's me. He was also talking about how some people honestly don't think others care about them. Wow, that's two. I hate how I am. I don't wana be this way, but I don't know how else to be. I can't stand this. I can't take it anymore. But you, but you You write such pretty words But life's no storybook Love's an excuse to get hurt And to hurt Do you like to hurt I do, I do Then hurt me Then hurt me Then hurt me [Bright.Eyes]