Don't apologize - I hope you choke and die
Search your cell for something which to hang yourself
They say you need to pray
If you wanna go to Heaven
But they don't tell you what to say
When your whole life has gone to Hell....
I am so fucking livid right now, you have no idea. I can't take people anymore. I seriously want every fucking piece of shit crawling around on this planet to drop the fuck over.
I love it when people just keep pushing, just push and push and push until you fucking snap. Yeah, I fucking love that. And when they can't give you a god damn break. No, they need to jump all over you as soon as things might actually be geting almost better. NO, that makes too much fuckin sense.
I also love it when people basically tell you you suck and you're not good enough. That's another one of my personal favorites. Try your fuckin best but it's not good enough. "No, I'll just get someone else to do it cause you're good enough to write it but it's now officially mine and I hate you, so I'm taking it, even though it's your's." Yeah, fucking love that.
I also hate every single person at my god damn school. The fact that we spent 2 fuckin months busting our asses to sound almost good isn't enough, no, definately not. The fact that the gargantuan Algebra teacher is playing the drum, yeah that gets people to come. I also love it when people tell you this right to their face. Yeah, it's a fucking riot. If Derek is at that fucking concert I swear to God I'm walking out.
Is that what you call a getaway
Tell me what you got away with
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish
I've seen more guts in 11-year old kids
Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
And again when your head goes through the windshield....
....this entry has been brought to you by the letters B and N and the number go fuck yourself....
Bethany