Wow, some people really piss me off. You say I do the stuff I complain about, try looking in the mirror. You do everything you whine about all the time and don't even care about it so why should I? Are we even friends anymore, cause for some reasons it doens't feel like it. I mean I message you quite frequently and you just stop talking. What the hell is that? I don't know and I care even though I shouldn't, but hey, I am a loser.... Other than you, things are almost ok. I don't know I'm in a weird mood, but I got Photoshop CS today, so that's good. I just realized I always say that I'm gonna write about stuff in here "later" and never do. Oops.... Two months pass by And it's getting cold I know I'm [not] lost I'm just alone But I won't cry I won't give up I can't go back now ....waking up is knowing who you really are.... [Evanescence]