....it's love.... ....make it hurt.... Wow...she's fucking amazing. I mean it. I definately thought that was over, but it definately isn't, which is the last thing I need right now. But I guess I get it anyway. ....salt my wounds and I'll keep saying thank you.... I hate my life. It's so messed up. I definately had a breakdown today, which is something I never do. I don't know what to do at all. It's all just going to Hell and I hate it. I really, really do. I'm trying sooooo hard, so very very hard. i just hope everything works out.... ....up to seventy times seven....