The sharper the edge
The cleaner the wound
So I'll be keeping it dull tonight
For I deserve to hurt
Disfigure the outside
To show how ruined I am
There's no pain and no pleasure
When you're too numb to feel
There's a pedestal across the room
And if I try to climb again
This time the fall is fatal
I don't deserve such and easy exit
So maybe my spine can snap on impact
And I'll have to crawl away
I'm ready to take that big step
Start tearing off the layers I put up
Or is it too late to be anything
But what I am?
[Bayside]
adriana
you win something, i know that. i'll have to figure out what that something is later.
can i add you? i want to keep you.