I haven't updated in a while cause I had no idea what to say. I still don't, but hell, it's worth a shot. Last week was pretty much total hell. School was terrible and 95% of my friends were even worse. (Just wanna say thanks to the 5% that wasn't) I made Dio after practically killing myself cause I thought I fucked that up bad, and that was pretty much the only thing that went right. I still don't know what to do. I hate it when people say things then act completely different. It's one of the many things that make me suicidal. I hate it when people tell me I'm something then turn around and undermine my authority. I hate it even more when my fucking friends back me into a corner with no way out. Most of all though, I hate you.