I wish I couldn't feel anything. Like I was a rock and you could do whatever you wanted to me and I wouldn't even notice. That would be really great. Really, really great. Too bad it'll never happen. I'm always gonna feel, I just fucking hate it. Everything's going bad. I have no idea what to do with any of it, but it's probably all my fault anyway. Well, I guess not, but it's a hell of alot easier to just blame myself. I'll just pretend I'm doing this to myself and everyone can be happy. I don't understand anything. Nothing makes any sense to me. Why does everyone have to lie to me? Why does everyone have to do this to me? Why does everyone have to hurt me? I don't know, but I guess I should really get used to it. How could you fucking say that? I had absolutely no idea it could get like this. If I could have one thing it woudl be to make this better, I swear it. But the way it is Cannot persist for long A brutal sun is rising on our sick horizon It’s in the way we live our lives Exactly like the double edge Of a cold familiar knife And supremacy Weighs heavy on the day It’s never really what you own But what you threw away And how much did you pay? [Bad.Religion]