I'm so depressed, I can't even take it. I don't even care anymore....about anything. Everything feels like a waste of time and I feel like a waste of life and I don't know. I don't know anything. Not what to do. Not what to think. It really sucks since because I'm all depressed basically all of my friends are pretending I don't exist until I feel better or at least pretend to. I guess I don't (can't) blame them, but still. It hurts so much to be told you don't matter to someone just by the way they act to you. It seriously makes me just wanna......I don't even know. Do something bad and not to them, to myself. It's not like I never have before. I honestly can't say who I truly believe is my friend right now. There's so many questions and no answers at all and the only thing I can think to do is....I don't know. Another question with no answer. What can I do? Someone please tell me......