It's been a little while since I updated, but I don't realy know what to say. Things are kinda in shambles over here, but then again, what else is new? Last week was kinda pointless I think, I really don't rememeber. The bonfire was on Wednesday and that was pretty funn in that not so funn sorta way. I was supposed to go with Ed after detention (oh yeah, I had detention) but at 8th period he said he prolly wasn't goin and if he did he'd find me. I didn't really care till he went anyway without me and that kidna pissed me off. So yeah I wasn't happy at all and right before I left I talked to him real quick. Then today he apologized and that was pretty nice. Volleyball states started Friday and I really, really wanted to go to Pitt, but I didn't cause of the whole situation. I don't know if I woulda had a good time and it was easier for everyone this way no matter how much I wanted to go. Sucks, I know, but oh well. No one invited me anyway. Had a nice talk today, but nothing's been fixed yet. I gotta figure out what to do with that shit. I'll get it, I just dont' know how long it'll take. I really am sick of the way things are though...... Christine got mad at me too......twice. Sorry about that :-/, I didn't mean to. Saw "Saw" yesterday after Wilkes with Dunner and that movie was fucking amazing. Wilkes was funn too, but I'm not going there. Oh well. Here it comes again Excuse too weak to stand on I'm falling off Too weak to stand on I'm falling off Too weak to hang on Falling for you to catch me I'm afraid That no one is changing Who’s to blame? ......someone save me...... [zebrahead]