Hey this is my first entry. So I'm saying hey everyone! I hope you enjoy my diary because I love reading and helping you all so maybe you can help me! I hope so... Anyway let me tell you a little about myself. Well I'm 14 years old, a freshman. Yes I'm the lowest of low in highschool. Oh well... Anyway I am a SUPER Band geek. I play french horn. I'm 3rd chair out of 5 in the top band. I looooooooooove horses! That's like my only side activity besides french horn. Anyway so here's the thing just recently I found out I'll be leasing a horse! I was like OMG! That has to be the most wonderful thing I have ever heard in my life. I know the horse and she's a sweet lil angel. I love her so much. So now I can say "that is my horse" Oh that feels so good. Now that's the good news here's the bad news. I've resently found myself eating less and less... I don't know why it's like my stomouch has just shrunk. Now it's like I really want to not eat... Am I becoming anarexic? Well I don't even know if I spelled that right... I'm so dang stupid! Oh well... Anyway all my friends and my bf are telling me they'd like kill me if I went anarexic. Ya this morning my parents were like forcing food down my throat they don't seem to get that I'm just not hungry. So ya... I also have this guy who's black mailing me and stalking me! I can't believe him! If I try to stay away from him he just... Well... He'll threaten me and everyone... He's so... I don't know... Anyway I'm super excited about my horse! I can't wait to go see her. Well I'll keep posting and stuff and ya... Hope you guys like... ~lilangel