So we had a horn challenge yesterday. I won with a 36 and 4+ and Albert says I should go to all district. I don't know if I will. It'll look good on my college application so I guess I should. Anyway I've decided to give up on the guy things. I can't let myself love anymore and keep falling into the same damn situation... I'm sick of all this shit happening... I mean it's fucking anoying! I know that I've had some good relationships but you know what I don't care. I'm sick of trying then getting shot down. My heart has been torn to many fucking times. I can't stand it! I'm starting to have dreams about me going out with people I don't think I'd ever go out with. That's how bad it is! I'm getting frustrated. I'm sick of falling asleep and watching another love scene of me and some guy. I'm soooo sick of it. So I'm deciding to drop love untill someone decides to love me back. Ok there that's all I have to say thanks <3 ~lizzy