Dear Mom and Dad, I know you hate me. I know I'm not what you wanted me to be. I know you hoped I would be better. All I wanted was for you to be proud of me. I can't seem to do anything right and there is nothing I can do to make you happy. So maybe it's time for you to start over. Kelley's already everything you ever wanted and more. She's perfect. I know you'd love to start over with someone who has virtually no flaws. So maybe you should give up with me because all I want is to live in my fantasy world where nothing goes wrong and nothing can hurt me. I hate my life and I wich I could change it. I wish I could have done something that you're proud of. You deserve a daughter who you're proud to have raised and that's not me. I'm sorry for dissapointing you... ~lizzy