“He doesnt like you. What were you thinking?” "There is nothing special about you at all, ever wonder why you never have a boyfriend huh?" "I thought this time I would have a chance I thought this time would be different." "Isnt that what you said all those other times? Youre soft you need to be fucking stronger. Face the facts you arent good enough for anyone." "I know, whats wrong with me? " "Whats wrong with you? Everything is wrong with you. Your eyes are always twitching looking like youre on some kind of drug or something. You dont have an hourglass shaped body. Your face gets red all the time and people notice these things. As for your personality, thats even worse! Youre annoying as hell. You always open up to people and tell them things they dont really care about. Quite frankly no one wants to listen to you anyway. This is why you never have a boyfriend. No one can stand you. They wont tell it to your face but you know its true. They talk about you behind your back. Why do you even trust them?" "No Theyre my friends. They wouldnt do that." "Thats what they tell you. I see otherwise. You shouldnt have fallen for you. You KNEW it wouldnt be any different than last year. Why did you go against what you said?" "I really liked him. He seemed different from the others. He seemed so kind and genuine. I thought it would work. I thought Id have a chance." "You knew you didnt have a chance. You shouldnt have fallen for him. He was too good for you. He was everything you ever wanted in a guy. Why did you ever think you had a chance?" "I felt so much different around him than any other guy I have ever liked. I felt so amazing around him. His touch was like heaven. I just Felt amazing when I was with him and I dont know why. It just felt right" "Well thats why you cant have this. This is your punishment for what you did to the others. You hurt others and this is showing you the pain they feel. And the worst thing is, is that you CONTINUE to hurt them. Wont you ever learn your lesson." "Ive never felt like this about anyone before I wish I didnt have to learn this way" "Suck it up. Youre supposed to be strong. You cant love and you need to deal with that. Youre fucking nothing" "See he doesnt care If he cared he would have said something" "I know" "He would have talked to you about it. He would have asked what was wrong. " "Yes" "He doesnt care about you does he?" "No he doesnt" "Good youre learning. You deserve nothing" "I know" "You're a freak and you know it. You tried to change yourself well what the fuck did you become hmm?" "I became myself" "What the fuck does that mean? You're worthless" "I know." "You're a failure" "Yes" "You are fucking nothing and you deserve nothing." "I know" "He probably likes another girl" "I know" "She's better than you" "She is" "Why's that?" "Because I'm nothing" ~Kristina