Ugh I'm really angery today! None of my friends are appriciating my uniqueness. God damn it you all. I don't need to hear every fucking day that I am a loonie crazy person that's on crack or something because I fucking am interested in different things than you. Yeah I know you thought I take it as a joke well you know what it's getting old and I'm definatly getting sick of hearing it. I need help but there is noone here. I need to write a song because this is the perfect time. Sometimes it doesn't even seem like I have friends. I wanna know I can trust you all. I'm not just fun and games. I have a life. And no it's not band! So quit saying I'm a band dork. My life is barley there because I spend most of it imagining what I would be like if I was different and I don't do anything to change myself. I'm so sick of everyone being so fucking discriminating. It's pissing me off >0. As you can see I'm really angery so I just need to retaliate. And for that person who is mean to me every day but then when we are alone you are nice well... You're giving me wacked readings here! Don't try to be my friend if you don't want to. Seriously if you guys are getting anoyed with me just tell me. I'm fucking pissed anyway bye bye <3 ~lizzy