Why can't he trust me? I know exactly what he was aiming for. He was testing me. I don't want to be tested. Fuck. Then talking about how I'm apathetic yeah. It bothers me. Not to mention it anoys the crap out of me. Okay so I don't always show emotion. Fuck I've been stressed out about my fucking car crash and he has to pile his shit on top of that. What the fuck man. It's pretty fucking stupid. I know he loved me but you know as I got to know him better I don't know if I loved him. That's why I ended it. I knew something like that couldn't last. He was so insecure about everything. I don't like being tested. So let me describe basically what he did to me. Okay so Mauro was telling me about all this college drama going on. He was telling me all about his little crushes. I thought it was quite cute and interesting. Then he (the guy I was talking about before I'd rather not use his name) IMs me and starts asking me shit. Stuff like: Do you feel anything when he talks about other girls. Fuck I know what he was trying to do. He was trying to see if I fucking still liked Mauro. Well I don't. I realized within the first couple weeks of knowing Mauro that it would never work out between us. Mauro and I are good friends. He needs to trust me and not fucking interogate me about old shit. It pisses me off. Yeah so after his questioning he started questioning whether I thought we should be together still. This is basically how alot of conversations went. Either that or he was talking about how bad my music was. Extremly anoying I must say. So after he asked if I thought we should be together I told him he deserved better. He told me I deserved better. Uh huh. Yeah being stressed out makes me not very emotional in some cases. He needs to understand me more before he tries anything anymore. I'm so sick of him. Love is supposed to be understanding. Love is loss. ~Kristina