I am no use to the world. Who am I in society? Noone... I am a leaf falling off the tree and dying. Why am I still here when I wish to be gone? Everyone sees me as a neusence, as a dead weight. I slowly fade to nothing as all hope and dreams die. Never to become a singer. The parents choose not to love. The friends choose to abandon. What's left but the old remains of a once lively girl. Bearing deep scars for years. Wasting life away in a solumn chamber of death. The blackness falls. It drops upon me like nothing has ever done before. I regret all these mistakes. I get no forgiveness. Maybe the only way for me to get it is to die. PUt my life to an end and I will be very happy. Take a blade slash my arms. Kill me now. Take my heart please. Let me die... Extremly depressed people... Letter from last friday. I cried myself to sleep that night after writing this. I was crying at the time too of course. I felt that my friends hated me and I have no reason to live if everything is gone. My parents don't believe in me... They try and smash my dreams and it hurts bad... THey don't give me a shot... Anyway that's all I have to say bye bye ~lizzy