Ok you know what I'm depressed and pissed off... I feel like hurting myself some how... Maybe I should cut myself... I don't think that will work. I don't know but all I can say is... Pain is good... Every time there is something painful in your life it gets you more and more... well Strong I guess is what you can say. So all this painful stuff happening in my life... Well I guess it will all be for a good cause. Why did I have to be so stupid. Good lord! I'm like the stupidest person you've ever met in your life. An ugly... Fat... Stupid... Pain filled person... That's me... Ok... So ya I'm ranting about pain which is very random. Hopefully none of you will take me to seriously... I never actually mean it... Although I've tried I've never succeded... The reason I still live on this wretched earth today... Oh give me strength oh lord... I'm tired of my life...