Yeah so today we had tryouts for the musical at my church. I was so nervous the whole time while waiting for my turn I wanted to go back. I walked in there and sang and acted for the lead part in the musical. I thought I had a chance. Apparently I was wrong... I went back and found that two others have gotten the part and that I have a measly part with 3 lines. I don't have a solo or anything. Yeah everyone trys to make me feel better but it ain't gonna work cause basically I suck! That's what. I must suck. Although benji enjoys my singing which makes me very happy. The Judges didn't... I hate my life... Going to roleplay to get this weird sucky feeling out. ~lizzy