Well so far this week has been shit but the past two days have been great. I'm finally being listened to. I actually have maybe a friend in some of my classes. That's a first. I mean sure I've had friends in the past but they were from lunch or something. I thought maybe this thing would last one day but no he talked to me again and we were laughing and joking around. I can't believe this. It is making me feel better. Strange how such a little thing as words can do that to you. Yeah so basically I'll just try to be nice and friendly and laugh and stuff around them. Unless of course I'm having a bad day but whatever. This is fun. Anyway he's a cool guy really nice. No I don't like him but he's a friend and you know he's just cool. Anyway it's nice to have some friends sometimes. That are not all girls. Lmao maybe he should come make movies with us :x. -shrug- Anyway I'm off to watch some videos on the net. Don't have anything better to do. My mom's off at orientation. Oh you know what's getting on my nerves. People come up to me in the hall and go "Your hair is so emo!" and try to get it out of my face. I like it in my face that's why I WEAR it like this. God damn people are retards. Anyway in other news I have now been deamed an official stick! YAY! XD yeah my friends can pick me up even with my books on. Which is kindof scarry. But that's ok I'm glad I'm getting skinnier. K done bye ~Kristina Before I let you go, give me just one more night to show you just how I feel. I lost all my control, if it takes my whole damn life I'll make this up to you. Kind of like the waves, that roll their whole life towards somewhere crashing on the shore That's blown in by the wind that carries the clouds to hide my wish on a fallen star A different kind of pain, is someone there to hold you is someone there to take you away from me.(x2) I tried to let you go I wish I could turn back time and show you just how i feel i needed you to know, if it takes my whole damn life i'll make this up to you Kind of like the waves, that roll their whole life towards somewhere crashing on the shore That's blown in by the wind, that carries the clouds to hide my wish on a fallen star A different kind of pain, is someone there to hold you is someone there to take you away from me. (x2) Before you let me go away Before you let me go away Before you let me go away Before you let me go I needed you to know A different kind of pain, is someone there to hold you is someone there to take you away from me A different kind of pain, is someone there to hold you is someone there to take you away from me A different kind of pain A different kind of pain It's a different kind of pain It's adifferent kind of pain Before you let me go It's a different kind of pain I need you to know It's a different kind of pain It's a different kind.. -cold: A Different Kind Of Pain-