Everything seems so close The proximity of events occurring is so entirely skewed within my head that I've just stopped doing particular activities due to the nature of my new mind set of "Whatever, it'll be over soon." Will it? Helen Leaves : < 2 weeks Expander out : < 3 weeks Last day of school: < 2 months Graduation: < 3 months France: < 4 months College: 5 months I take too much advantage of things that aren't going away And letting go of the things that are. That seems wrong. But I seem to be entirely too skilled at setting myself up for routine. Habits are among the worst of my flaws. I'll be the first to admit it.