It's something like remembering that whole process... before the dating. Before the hugging. Before the kisses. Before the sexual intimacy. I miss before the conceiving of a child. I miss before the months of waiting the months of growing larger of the the being inside existing. Before the mistakes. Pregnancy. Unplanned. Mistake? When other couples strive for a child... one time unprotected... maybe it was more that increased the chances... But how on earth was is so EASY? God has a child born for a reason. That's why we can't kill it. It's a gift right? But you're barely half-way done with highschool and the freshman in college. You don't even know. You have no idea. What to do?