Today... I find I've learned several things one notable fact is that my pants are made in bangladesh. I had no idea. Today, I gave him a chance to speak. A lot of time. His eyes looked mostly glazed over with the threat of tears. I hate to think I made him cry... or that the topic hurts him... But he revealed things. Things I didn't know. Things like I was, in fact, want he wanted. He wanted it too much. I hate to think that I made him at all like that... but it's safe to say we ruined each other a bit -- I'm not quite sure how to handle this at all. I love him. I want him in my life. I know how hard it is to get over liking someone... but can you actually get over love? A genuine love? Am I supposed to love in a different way? This has never happened to me. And we've both agreed... there isn't going to be much dating in either one of our futures. How sad. That it was this traumatic.