Well... it's been a few weeks now... no counting. The boy? Yeah -- I'm not sure what's up with that, but we've become very "huggy" once more while I mostly try not too think about it too often due to the fact that I truely enjoy it. I don't want it to go away. I don't really want him to go away, but he will... and that will be okay. He makes me feel good, he dotes again... it's like the way it was -- just it can't be what I want. France tomorrow. Jetset and ready to see the way He moves. My dance troupe is in trouble -- we're awful.