im in mr. massey's class boring as usual. I cant stop thinking about robbies note that mrs. nigro read to us yesterday. all of his random thougts! i think i want to do it as well: im bored in school in life everythign i hope everythign for friday and thursday work out ok kyle is really hot i wish i could smell my nnose and throat hurt so bad!! my observation hope putes on chapstik 5 times a class peroid! u have to b bored ot observe that i listen to these f'n songs like 34567 times a day and he occupies most of my thoughts! that has to b unhealthy andobsesive so if i wrote everything i was thinking then well it would b likek porn, jk boring, jk porn, jk boring, mm ok both breathe in for luck breath in so deep this air is blessed u share wit me. my hopes r so high ur kiss could kill me so wont u kill me so i die happy? my heart is yours to fill or burst, break or bury or wear as jewlery wich ever u prefer stay quite stay near stay close to they cant hear so we can get some. u kissed me like u meant it and i new that u meant it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~and~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ why cant i feel ne thing from ne one other then u! i stay wrecked and jelouse for this fro this simple reson i need to keep u in mind as somtin larger then life. u must admit those r great songs!!! yea yea Ihope everythign works out wit my mom and her credit cards i want my taking back sunday shirt! ever since they bork into my car i have hated life! b/c my family is really poor for once that has never ahppened! its wierd and different. yesterday i mapped out all of my feelings about the guys in my life: head over heels-kyle- you fall head over heels which means its inevitable that ur head will end up on the ground and ur heels in the air. potential crush-justin- hes so funny and cute but i hate him ish. i could like him he knows we flirt and usually guys dont no that they are flirting when they flirt. innocent like-zack- you cant forget them u feel comfortably with them and like them but the feelings arent as outrages and out of control and head over heels! unforgettable-kevin-he was my old innocent like. he was gone and now hes back i dont no him well enough to like him agian but thers more there then potential cruch. iduno so i actully only like kyle and zack but kevin and justin r great guys that with a little more flirtness could like and thye r more in my reach then kyle and are unattached unlike zack. way to much time to think i hate stupid people, annoying people, slow people, shaundus, and kelley. but i love cole. Junior mints are realyl good just ate two boxes in one class peroid i feel better then yesterday! score that was allin one calss i think a lot! keeping track of my thoughts is neat and time cconsuming. i day dream in mrs. clancey's class almost asmuch as in history. that conversation was really good wierd! i hate mrs. clancy why did i just talk to her. we talked about cheeting in history and howi dont no spanish tht was wierd. zacks not gunna be school morrow! i cant take my history test with outhim. thatnhit me and hour late! i dont like travis alex is wierd why would she want us to hook up? and why does jo agree? ahhh does jo agree this si confusing. ahh have learned waht a right triangle is! i shoudl feel fofilled all year in geometry i have only learned what i rihgt triangle is! actually i no a lot i did lizzies geomety homework in biology yesterday and it was easy. this whole thing is helping my relize thati dont think of kyle and much as i thought i did! or mayb im just trying not to think ofhim. but once i start i cant stop. oono i was really close to him last night but i still couldnt reach him, justin helped by pointing that out. o isnt he nice the pciture of him laughing at awards wont leave my mind now!! god I hope kevin will do somtin wit me on thursday that would be fun!! thursdays a half day!! yes excited i like my award for water polo its true i do tell bad stories but its fun and i like them a lot. I really dont want to go to teh mizzou football game saturday. i should i ahve done my study giude in mr. massey's class. well i dont think that now but i think i will think that tomorrow for the test. i should also take notes in goemetry. mrs. clancy is so annoying she goes over things way to much. im deffinitaly goin down the other stair case today so ican see kyle good idea good idea. my lips r dry.omg i was reading 17 last night wit cole and LB and it was an article on the STD's u can get from oral sex. LB thinks that ur not a virgin if u have given or recieved oral sex. me and cole disagree. Were having a black and white party and the place were cole and krista had ther party. its gunna b like water melon colors thought not balck and white. i want travis, kyle, justin, kevin, and zack to go. score. i need to go tanning, paint my nails, get my nails done, and lose wieght. so much to do so little time. like the T.V show.!! im gunna make a diart called rshs thoughts. not a thought. I want to go to a park. not fenton park but i a park in south county. i dunno why. i love mrs. nigros class its so fun. she makes fun of me so much. i wont day dream so much in here. im happy im not touching sean. i love mrs. nigro, shes constipated. I take critizism very well. i no some people whodont and i think im mentaly strong enought to take it. Biology the worsy day dreaming class yet. i dont very much in spanish to busy being to mean to joey and joey being mean to me. i actually like allison dauhleen. shes a pretty cool cat. i have to pee. last hour i was wondering during my test what she woudl say if in the middl eof the test i yelle di had to be. to try and relive myself a lil bit. ill ask mr. neil if i can go he'll let me. i went to the bathroom feel a lot better. being in the bathroom doenst make me stop thinking i was thinking about how much i think about paying attention. i bet i i thought about paying attention less and actaulyl payed attention it would take less brain power. i wonder if i can go to the movies friday. i hope my mom lets me i dont want to go to my lake house n e way. why does kyle where that stupid feminin coat. i dont understand. but i like it b.c he is weaering it. i was standing, touching, looking , and talking ot him in the lunch line. im so dumb when im around him. i wonder if jo told travis about alex's plan. i hope not. thats just wierd. trivis is just......travis wierd tuba player. i have to see the grudge wit sarah and a guy.