So i went to brandons last night. it was wierd. like talking to him on the fon was so accward. Its sad. but i talked to him for a long time and shit and he has just hung out wit cole that day. and we promised to hang out this week when i was ungrounded. so we'll see. i mean his word means little to me. but u no.. i need a little hope. But i borrowed Laguna Beach form him for Karen and she watched it all and OMG she wants her senior year to be just like that.. and she wants to me to Kristin. i think she is geting at what i meant bye i want my Junior and Senior years to be amazing. I do though this is gunna kick ass b/c im gunna force it to. look on the brightside bitches. u only live once. my shoulder hurts. i need to find lyrics. off.