it happened and itsoudns sad but it makes me feel good about my life. that was he meanest thing i could ever say. but i dont mean it like that. and i love her.and im hear for her. but.... since she told me today i ahve decided that my dad isnt that bad. and compared to her dad duh i ahve always felt taht way. btu if n e thing happened to him i would b sad. i could never go thrpought what she is. hes a horrible person but stil her dad. i dunno hopefully chritstine will b on her side. i just couldnt imagine. my dad is actaully taking my to my interview morrow. i was surprised. i *lied* bad. big time it hit home today. i hate myself. a lot. no questiond please.