I fell so far into this trap this trap without a bottem or at least the not a bottem in sight yet. I dont no what i was thinking but if felt right it feels right the thing that scares me more is that it still feels right why now? why him? im a falling to the stereotype am i who i hate or is it gunna be ok? its irrivocable you cant take back words time is my enemy but it is my only companion now the only one who knows the answer what will time tell me? is the question. in conclusion im an idiot.