omg so maytag likes brandon so much its funny.. and i think there both coming over today.. wo0t wo0t. and i love bradon.. i do.. hes one of my best friends i must have hugged. him like 442 times last night. and friday was soo freaking awsome. i loved it. i hadn;t hung out wit him in soo long.. and i needed it.. i would never ask for that summer back.. b/c i dont no beaver n e more. i no brandon ketcherside now. and its bad. its growing up. and i love them both. but for that one night. i thought i saw beaver. if i got taht summer back then it wouldnt b as special as it is to me. b/c it can only happen once. and it left and everlasting impression on me. i want to no why.. i cant do it.. y am i so incapable of having a real relationship. im scarred. and i think its more then wanting the unattainbale. and dont no what though. i need to stop.. jordan and david are in the past.. and i need to forget them and usually jordan isnt a problem. david. is always with i just stop thinking about it. somtimes andi think he is. but he is. n e way i havent seen him in so long.. i need to talk to travis about somethings. wonder how he will take them.. i dunno!! sarah+bobby=sooo cute!! ~*kisses*~Korkie