So since the ice skating championships and everything..i have been thinking about my past a lot. and the past two days..the best of me,,and then this movie. it just really makes me think. What choices and made and what things i did. I never relized until now, the options that i had. The best of, its what i dream jordan would say to my if i ever saw him agian. and trison and isolde, the whole time i just kept thinking..how much he fought and would do anything for her, but in the end they ended in tragedy, but they will never be forgotten, even though she belonged to another man. That has nothign to do wiht my situation, but really it was all choices, it was about love. and I realy do sit and wonder somtimes, how differnt i would be if i would have been with jordan, that is why i dont say that david was my frist love, b.c jordan was always around, and i did have feelings for him, i just new about him and megan and we would ahve never happened with out me being hated. But i do, i do wonder, i never regret david, i never regret quiting, but i do almost regret jordan, not being wiht him, not considering his feelings, but mostly i regret not making the move or initiative aftwords when i went ot hte ice rink and he came up and hugged me, when he remembered me, afterwords, when i was better, capable, every momment is a stollen one, its on taht ur not gunna get back, and that u dont have to have. its given and its supposed to be treasured. I dont like to think about this, even thought i talk about it a lot, i never really think about it, like i do a lot of things, Jordan is something i onyl think of when i hear picture, But latly he is just something i cant ignore. I MISS HIM> a lot. and this sucks..b.c i was with david and jordan was just there im with dawson, and justin is just there. OMG that is D and J. how fucked up is that i just relized that, my life is cool. One day you will come back, and wonder i was while u were gone, and we will kiss. but until then i will listen and wait eagerly. The best of me: tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up here we lay again on two separate beds riding phone lines to meet a familiar voice and pictures drawn from memory we reflect on miscommunication and misunderstandings and missing each other too much to have had to let go we turn our music down and we whisper say what your thinking right now tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up jumping to conclusions made me fall away from you i'm so glad that the truth has brought back together me and you we're sitting on the ground and we whisper say what your thinking outloud tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up we turn our music down and we whisper we're sitting on the ground and we whisper we turn our music down we're sitting on the ground and next time i'm in town we will kiss girl we will kiss girl tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont feeling that we cant we're not ready to give up we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up