i dont no how many days are left until water polo.. i lost count.. all i no is im dreading it and i cant wait until band starts monday!! So i have been thinking!! and i want to make these next two years amazing and memorable!! i want to have some kick ass fun!!! im stoked!! just ahve to wait the next week until im ungrounded!! i want to go to the mall by myself.. south county ever since me and my mom went there i have wanted to do that!! i mean any mall really but i havent actually walked around south county mall since me V and Sare went and couldnt find the right shoes!! Lately i have liked being alone a lot. That is kinda strange. bc usually i hate it. but i dont mind it so much anymore.. i actually feel myself get nervous and wierd around people sometimes. i mean i have always done that but for the past couple of months i have been kinda choking on words. there are certian people and i just never ever no what ot say. and ever people that i usualy do no what ot say to i just dont. o well no big deal not like im become anti-social. i just want to u no be alone more often then i used to want to. Laguna Beach season two starts Monday Bitches!!