If i could say one thing it would be everythig i never said. If everythign i never said was said. you wouldnt be here with me right now. but then agian. i wouldnt feel like this right now either so...i suppose there is no winning. So in the bright eyes song cd;s there is an interview i have posted on here before and they annoucer asks about the time aspect of the cd. and The singer trys to explain to this IDIOT time. but he cant he cant explain anythign to him. b.c no one can understand how you feel when your emotions are so deep about such small yet large aspects of life. b.c realyl i mean what is a clock. just a thing you hang on the wall. but then when u add in the work it does and the part of it plays in our lives it a huge thing. TIME is everywhere. its everything. I everytthign we do, say, think, every second we waste its part of the time we have. Everone has ambitions and time just screws it all up. there isnt enough of it and i hate it. and i no if i told u how i felt you would freak out. but then agian i freak out inside b.c i cant tell you. but what if u didnt freak out what if you felt good aboiut yourself. what if u liked it. then i shoudl tell you. but i dont no which reaction you will have. so what should i do. there just isnt enough time. u no im really excited for life. and whatcomesnext.and everything else. but right now im just really really enjoying the right here and right now. and i dont want to think about the future. u just want it live right now. but my parents and apperson wont let that happen and that hurts me inside. b.c its just toomuch to think about. Way to many things are improtant to me. There is just so much on the line.. and such little time. i have a feeling in the years ahead of me i will carry this music and lyrics with me. first as a way to remember everyone here and this point in my life of course. but i also have a feeling there words will one day capture me....... I don't want to play for you anymore Show me what you can do Tell me what are you here for I want my old friends I want my old face I want my old mind Fuck this time and place